Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Home sick

Today I was off because I was sick..I guess that's his way of getting back at me for not being more understanding of my husband being sick.  I apologize.  Well I spent the day taking anitbotics and worrying about my heatlh and how I can change my life.  So I decided to watch Oprah, something I never do on my days off.  But today she caught my interest with a challenge she did with her staff.  She did a 7 Day Vegan Challenge.  I thought this was great.  It gave you all the information you need to start.  So I will be cleaning out my freezer, refrigerator and cabinets.  Ok, yes I will talk with my husband because I think it will be good for the both of us.

What made me want to do this challenge?  My last visit to the doctor was an eye opener for me.  I was told to exercise, do a healthy diet and add fiber to my diet.  They said my white blood count is low and I need to meet with a vascular doctor.  I thought Damn, hear I am thinking I'm doing things right by cutting different foods out and I get a list of bad things I need to change.  So I'm going to try this again. 

My other thoughts today was that I really might make a change and look into another job.  It is becoming a lot for me health wise.  It is just too stressful to have to worry about whether or not your going to have a ob or not.  Whether or not you're doing the right thing and if people are out to spotage you.  I know a change is going to come but I need it soon.  Really tired of stress at work and stress at home.